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Membership
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How do I cancel my membership?

guess who turns 1200 days tomorrow?
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guess who turns 1200 days tomorrow?




Today you Feel ........
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In one, two or a few words describe how you are feeling today.......

Whats on your mind.
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Tell me anything I will listen.

Wanna chat!
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Hello. Im a little Bi-courious, but consider myself straight. but i do have some fantasies about being fucked by another man. do anyone wanna chat :-)?

Looking for the name of a porn star
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hey all hope you can help,


been trying to find out the name of the porn star in this vidhttp://www.gayboystube.com/video/15112/18th-birthday-present.


hes got a barbed wire tattoo on his right arm just above the elbow. would like to know his name and any more vids he has done as he is so hot!!!!!

Anyone have Site Issues?
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I was wondering if anyone has any issues with the site after the update that has not been resolved? Only need a example of this and a way to recreate the issue

Thank you
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I've been coming to this site for years and only recently started looking at the blogs section and created an account. I can't thank you all enough, I'm in tears right now, happy ones. I've spent my entire life (short though it may be) lying to everybody, and even though most of you appear as disembodied icons to me, I know there are real people behind them. I'm so much happier now that I've found people who can relate to what I'm going through and I sincerely wish so much that I could pay you all back somehow. Even better, I know that none of you want to be paid back for your kind words and advice to me, because most of you are like me and just want me to feel better. I love you all so much, thank you, you rock.

Hec.

So what's the deal with uploading videos? -.-
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I've tried several times with different vids in different formats, but so far only a single vid made it through screening. Who or what is running the screening process? Like only the top video contributers get there videos uploaded it seems. wtf?


Am I doing something wrong here?

mach mich zu nem toy
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such einen typ der mich dominiert und mir seinen willen aufdr

Bars and Melody
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If you did not get to see them on Britain's Got Talent, or even if you did, take a few minutes and watch this video. They use their unique style to send across a very strong anti-bullying message. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wT3RhIJZu4k

How to prepare? help?
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So tomorrow Im gonna be meeting with a guy


long story short, hes the first guy I may do anything with and i'll be the recieving/submissive partner


I dont have an enema, so I was wondering if theres any other ways to prepare for a$$ play?

Nude at the pool
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My brother and I were lucky enough to grow up in a nudist family. We lived in Florida in the sticks and had a pool so we were nude all the time. From the time we got out of diapers, we went nude when ever we wanted to, which was all the time. Our folks were naturalist. When we were born, our dad would not let the doctor circumcise us as he was not, and understood how much better it was not to be.


When I was 11, my new best friend from school wanted to come over and swim, so I told him we went nude at home and only swam nude. He did not believe me. He had seen me nude in the locker room, but he was always a bit shy. It was a hot Saturday and he wanted to come over for a swim in the worst way. I told him that he would have to go nude to swim, and he thought I was kidding him. It took him about 45 min. to ride his bike out to were we lived. I had been nude since I got home from school Friday, so when the doorbell rang I knew it was him and went to the door nude. When I opened the door and he saw me, his eyes got big. He could not believe I was standing at the front door naked. He was wearing only shorts and gym shoes. To freak him out more, I walked out onto the

fantasy
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what is your favorite fantasy? the dream that keeps happening. the thought during masturbation. the vid you watch over and over wishing you were in it?

My first crush
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I don't know if anyone here likes poetry or whatever, but this one I wrote about my first crush who tore my heart out.


You.


Lol
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Math Poetry
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uploading pics, too
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As much as I'd like you guys watch me beat off while i show off my slim retail body, id also like to upload pics. how do i do that? thanks, and luv u all!

Be Who You Are....
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a day at the office
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a day atthe


a day at the office riding arround in circles in the sun then home but hot and sweaty :) - giles

Videos from Herqlex
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Anyone has videos of this model http://www.flirt4free.com/photos/guys/1061175.php

Happy birthday Jerry (Thelionheart)
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Have the best celebration for your birthday my friend... with your love close to you... Hugzzz to both of you xx00xx00xx

the point
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so whats the point

self service
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wacthing a couple new vids on self sucking. and who on this sitebhas never tried it? admit it, you all have tried. but who can? and do you think most str8 teenage boys try it at least once?

Friendship
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Hey new here
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Not new to this site. Been watching videos for a bit. This is my new profile my old one had so many problems.

Not sure what to do
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Hey guys, this is going to be a long post, sorry.

The basic theme is not knowing if/how/when I should come out, if you're going to give me advice, please read the whole post.

My grandmother is one of the most supportive people I've ever met. She always tells me "If it makes you happy and it doesn't hurt anybody, do it." She was adopted but 28 years ago she found out she had two sisters, Paula and Dana. They lived in Columbus and we're in Pittsburgh and even though the distance was long, they would always visit my Grandma and vice-versa. Well one day when I was like 7 or 8 we went up to Columbus to visit Dana and her husband Curt. I always knew them as my aunts and uncles, even though they're technically my great aunts and great uncles. Well during our visit Dana and Curt took me to the YMCA or a similar type of gym to go swimming. After we were done swimming Curt took me into the locker room to get dressed and this was the first time I'd seen a grown man naked. I don't know if it's normal for little kids to ask why men have hair down there and stuff but I did, and without getting too graphic Curt ended up molesting me and taking advantage of me sexually. I know that seems random, but it was my first sexual encounter and I think it led to me being gay. I could be wrong.

Jump ahead to middle-school, I've known I was gay since the end of Elementary School but I've never told anybody. In middle-school I pretty much took an interest in everything that fit the gay stero-type: musical theatre, singing, dancing, art, other cultures, languages, clothes, stuff like that. I got bullied a lot, and it was really physical. My bully, DJ, and his friends would punch and kick me, spit on me, knock stuff out of my hands... I had to go to the hospital 8 times throughout middleschool for broken bones or stitches. My parents are very right-wing conservatives. My dad was an Army Ranger for a long time and now he's a stone mason who owns his own business, my entire life was filled with gay slurs and him telling our family that gay people were abominations of the Lord. I'm religious, but I think we should love everybody equally, not based on gender. My mom, I know, would accept me no matter what, but thinks that no matter a man's interest he has a duty to be strong and show no signs of weakness. I know it doesn't sound like I'm describing real people, but that's honestly how they are. So whenever I'd come home bruised or bleeding, they'd do whatever they could to take care of it without going to the hospital. If I did have to go, they'd make me promise to tell the people I got hurt by an accident, not by being beaten up. After DJ bruised a couple of my ribs, my dad enrolled me in three karate classes, Krav Maga, Judo and Tae-Kwon-Do. After around a year of these classes every day my dad threatened to make me stop taking them if I didn't fight DJ, and I really enjoyed the classes so I decided to fight him. It wasn't a gigantic event but I fought DJ and won and he didn't pick on me for the rest of the year.

Bringing us to high-school. A couple of kids on the football team (this entire story sounds like a cliche) heard about the fight and really wanted to meet me so they approached me on the first day of school in my freshman year. After some badgering I sat down with them and explained what happened. I was a mess and cried the entire time I told the story. To my surprise it didn't bother them, they didn't think I was weird, and one of the girls that sat with them even started crying too. After I was done with the story they didn't say much, but for the rest of the day they would say hello to me in the halls and stuff. It was the first time a peer of mine went out of the way to talk to me. The next day, I tried to sit alone, but they sat with me, and over time we all became really, really good friends. Since, like most schools, ours was practically run by the football team this made me one of the cool kids. Long story short (I know, too late), I spent the rest of my time in high-school being one of the popular kids: homecoming king, most likely to succeed, class clown, lead in two musicals, student council, you get the picture. I was in the drama club and the band, and I had a lot of crushes on guys, but I also had a lot of girlfriends.

So before the end of my senior year I had quite a few girlfriends, but I had never been in love with a girl, and I was a virgin. I hated myself for being gay and I thought I could force it away by being with a woman, so I asked my girlfriend at the time if she'd be willing to fool around with me that night and she agreed. She blew me and it was nice and all, but I could force myself to have sex with her, I simply wasn't attracted to her. It didn't work, obviously.

Then college came and I seriously fell in love with a chubby ginger boy named Alex. One of the first times we met he asked me if I wanted to cuddle. I pretended to be weirded out by the question but ultimately made a joke out of it and agreed. We became best friends and were inseperable. I spent more time in his room than in mine, we cuddled a lot, we worked out together and the first time I saw him naked, I knew that I couldn't change that I was gay. After about a year of being best friends he said I was weirding him out and spending way too much time with him and in a dramatic scene, we stopped being friends. It was the most crushing feeling I'd ever felt and in a way, I'm still in love with him.

This brings us to the present. The reason I wrote all this is to illustrate the problems I'm having with coming out. I have tons of friends, in the amount of time it took me to write this I've missed 9 text messages from all different people. A lot of them are really weirded out by gay people and one of them has even told me he'd disown me if he knew I was gay. My dad and I are really close, but he literally hates gay people. I never told anybody about Curt molesting me and I want too, but I know my Grandma loves Dana and Curt so much and that she'd disown them if she knew. I don't know what to do guys, but I feel like a spy in a foreign place full of people who hate the place I come from. The gay place.

I need help,
Hec.




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